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To enlarge this soul

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05-03-04 - 9:33 a.m.

Yesterday we were eating dinner, and I had some tomato soup & half of a tuna sandwich. Ken offered me another, and I declined. He asked how much I had had (I told him). He said, "You need it- you need to fatten up." I disagreed, of course, and he said, "I noticed that you're the skinniest out of all of your sisters." I didn't say anything, he said, "Have you noticed that?" I said no.

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Saturday we went to the Furniture store and saw Denise & Dawn. First thing Dawn says after 'hi' is about my weight. (surprise, surprise)

Denise is pretty thin. I wonder if she has lost, or if I've just forgotten how thin she was. I hope I'm thinner.

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Later last night, Ken told me that he thought I needed to gain some weight.

Meanwhile, I'm thinking I'm relieved that I weigh what I thought I did, but wouldn't mind losing again. (However, I don't have a desire to do it the same way- it'd just be nice to lose without meaning to, like I was last summer).

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