sleepless

04-21-04 - 9:43 a.m.

I couldn't sleep the night before last.

I cried and read my book.

I slept sometime after 2am and Ken found me on the couch, woke me & I joined him in bed again.

I was thinking about the disordered thinking.

We talked about it last night.

What if it can be seen from a religious point of view?

What if the good (thoughts) come from God, and the bad (thoughts) from the devil?

Could it be seen that way?

I think it could.

And in that case, one must consider also that the thoughts that the devil puts in your mind are b/c he knows your weaknesses.

Well, that gives me a better insentive to fight the thoughts!

That's the perspective I needed, I think.

I'm gonna go on that for now.

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