Entry #2 Today- Decision Made

03-12-04 - 10:10 a.m.

I just spent like half an hour reading past entries from this diary.

Oh, how it makes me long for weightloss again.

I've already eaten a bowl of rice krispies this morning.

It's 10 am.

Ken will be back for lunch.

I'll eat as little as I can.

We'll probably eat leftovers for dinner.

The problem is that if I feel hungry, it's not too fun.

I think I lost weight easier before for a few reasons.

one- I was nervous & planning my wedding

two- I was working & busy/distracted

three- I got to see how thin I was in my work clothes & the many mirrors of the furniture store.

there's something vain about the whole thing.

Which isn't good.

I can see that.

But I want people to notice my weightloss again. First I'll need some weightloss.

I was down to 121.5!

I'm guessing that I'm around 125 now.

I was so close to going below 120!

How I would love to do it!

It has been so long.

The only real drawback is that my clothes (pants really) get so lose.

I wonder how much weightloss it would take for Ken to notice. We're together all the time now, so it would be pretty gradual to him. But I don't see my family & friends from home very often now, so it would be great to see their reactions!! (and whether they would notice)

Okay, now I'm getting excited.

:)

Decision made.

what went before - what came after

Last 5 entries:

Pregnant! - 01-23-06
*happy unintentional weightloss* - 02-08-05
anyone still there? - 08-17-04
- - 05-11-04
and as for lunch... - 05-03-04