perfect circle

06-03-03 - 7:05 p.m.

Graveyards have always been a favourite place for us. We love to go to them, to walk through them and talk of our lives and their lives and what they may have been like.

We discovered a letter in the crack of a grave and wondered what it said but felt as though we would tread where we shouldn't, were we to open it.

I noticed a perfectly round burn on her hand. I figured that she put it there herself. I later realized that it was just the size of a car cigarette lighter.

It's been a good while since she mentioned her first SI experience and she said that although she struggled with thoughts of repeating it, she was trying not to.

She hasn't mentioned it since and neither had I. I didn't ever mention it while we were together yesterday, either.

I want to know. I don't want to intrude. I wonder if she wants to tell me. Perhaps she's waiting for me to ask.

what went before - what came after

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