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06-01-03 - 7:03 a.m.

Well, it has finally happened. Dave's here. He drove in from Baltimore yesterday. It took him about 9 hours.

Today we have church until 12:30 and then we may go to Toronto to look at the CN Tower, the Temple and whatever else we want to look at. For dinner, we're going to a YSA BBQ.

Last night, we went to Wal Mart twice and out to eat at Swiss Chalet. I had the chicken/veggie stirfry. He didn't pay for it. *hmph* ;) Not a big deal, but it could've saved me $10. (I'm bad ;) Then we played Monopoly. We played for a very long time and finally gave up.

I slept at Oma's. If you're wondering why, you'll find somewhat of an explanation here.

Well, we have church today, @ 9:30. I set my alarm for 8am... or so I thought. It's now 7:06. Apparently I was a little off. So, here I am with an extra hour, to write this entry, to write to Ken, and to read any new entries from my "buddy list" but alas, there have been no updates.

It's funny how this diary is. Some days I just write about what I'm up to. Others, I write my deeper thoughts. Still others, I record my weight and food intake.

Speaking of weight. Last night when we were in the parking lot of Swiss Chalet, I saw 3 girls across the street. One was very thin. I was actually debating to myself over whether that was actually a good thing of not... did I want that, y'know? Dave interrupted my thoughts with, "That girl over there looks Anorexic." I didn't know what to say. Then he said, "Or maybe she's just young." I said, "Yeah, probably... that's what my youngest sister looks like." And immediately after I had said that I remembered how I fit into her pants the other day. And another day, I said something to her about wishing all three of us (sisters) were the same size so that we could share clothes and she retorted, "We ARE!" I guess she has gained some weight. Woah, tangent... so I was going to say that right after I said that I was thinking, "Maybe he'll see Amber & think we're the same size & make that remark to me, later." Sickening. That borders on putting myself down in order to be complimented. I resent myself for letting the thought cross my mind.

P.S. Here's a pic. of Audrey that I just saw. It's an earlier one:

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Pregnant! - 01-23-06
*happy unintentional weightloss* - 02-08-05
anyone still there? - 08-17-04
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