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05-18-03 - 2:59 p.m.

1. I love to inhale the gloriousness of this life.

2. Unless I am dwelling on the dark side of it.

3. I started this diary to write about my weight and food issues.

4. Since then, it has simply become a diary.

5. I write about anything that's on my mind- especially those things that I don't want to say to people in my real life

6. I have always liked faeries

7. A friend of mine died in the bathtub when her hair dryer fell in

9. I'm not anorexic- I just wish I were emaciated, at times

10. Sometimes I am very happy with my appearance

11. I went through a long stage of very disordered eating habits

12. I'm 5'8"

13. My weight varies; it has never been higher than 140, that's for sure.

14. I just finished my 2nd year of University with a GPA of 3.9

15. I like kiwis and strawberries

16. I'm Canadian

17. I went to school in Idaho

18. I had a full tuition scholarship

19. According to some, I am smart

20. Sometimes I think myself quite foolish

21. I love ballet

22. I had knee surgery in grade 9

23. I am a quick typer and I like that about myself

24. I am a grammar nazi. Whenever I find spelling/grammar errors I correct them

25. I do, however, try not to be obnoxious, after all, nobody is perfect

26. It took me a long time to face that fact.

27. I am trying to overcome my perfectionism

28. I'm 21

29. I have 3 younger siblings

30. 2 beautiful sisters

31. 1 brother who I adore

32. They call me Heather

33. Or L.M.B. (I won my first and only "beauty pageant", the "Little Miss B_____" Pageant (The "B" word is the name of my city, but I didn't feel like broadcasting that). They either say "el em bee" or "lemub" (do you follow?)

34. I'm a February baby

35. And an Aquarius

36. I like DQ cheesecake blizzards

37. I love cheesecake & chocolate

38. I have a large collection of stickers that I use on letters to friends- I'm a good pen pal

39. I keep a real journal. I'm on my 14th journal since I started High School

40. My favourite number is 7... I don't know why

41. I like photography

42. The boy who would be considered my boyfriend has been in Mexico for 2 years, as a missionary for our church.

53. He comes home in a month and a half.

54. We've been friends since we were 14

55. I've never had a ticket.

56. I've never been pulled over

57. And yet, my friends tend to be nervous when I'm driving (bwahaha)

58. I live with my family right now, but will be moving out in September

59. I've never tried drugs

60. I've never been drunk

61. nor have I had any alcohol or cigarettes...

62. or coffee

63. My feet are size 10

64. It takes me much too long to make simple decisions

65. I didn't get the chicken pox until I was in grade 7

66. Rolo Ice cream is the only ice cream that I like, coming from a grocery store

67. I grew up in the country and am filled with aww and a warm, fuzzy feeling whenever I return to it.

68. I never had pets, growing up

69. I don't want pets when I have my own house.

70. Conveniently, I'm allergic to cats & dogs

71. Inconveniently, I'm allergic to dust & trees

72. I hate peas

73. I love broccoli

74. Sometimes I wear purple contacts

75. I have 20/20 vision

76. I can pick things up with my toes

77. I'm half Dutch

78. My father was born in Holland

79. He is a twin

80. If I say "Oma" that means grandmother. If I say "Opa", that's grandfather

81. My parents were married March 20th, 1981

82. I was born February 6th, 1982

83. My sister was born in 1983

84. I have never broken a bone

85. I love downhill skiing but have only done it 2 or 3 times

86. My other sister was born in 1986

87. The only time I had stitches was after my knee surgery

88. My favourite colour is purple

89. My brother was born in 1989

90. I have an innie

91. I still keep my baby blanket on my bed- it's a rag but I love it

92. I had all 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled

93. My parents are married still

94. I like to draw

95. The 1st CD I ever bought was Hanson. lol

96. The 1st tape I ever bought was Cranberries... or was it Alanis Morissette

97. If I weren't a member of the religion that I am, and if I didn't believe what I do, I'd probably be an anorexic/skater/druggy... yes, I think so.

98. People who know me think I have a perfect life

99. Unless they are one of a few who I have told the truth to

100. Still wondering?

Well, then you better just keep on reading this diary of mine, b/c I'm sure I won't run out of things to say! :)

what went before - what came after

Last 5 entries:

Pregnant! - 01-23-06
*happy unintentional weightloss* - 02-08-05
anyone still there? - 08-17-04
- - 05-11-04
and as for lunch... - 05-03-04