Deep Thoughts Are Coming...

05-14-03 - 10:39 p.m.

I feel as though I owe an entry while at the same time I feel as though I have nothing to say. I hate to bore you with the details of my life. I don't mind writing about them, but it's when they're boring that I feel sorry for you who stumble upon this place and find yourselves beginning to read what you would, most likely, soon turn from and seek entertainment/reading elsewhere.

I need to get thinking about something other than my job search and how irritated I can get with my parents. I am finding things better at home, this time around, but they still get on my nerves.

I lost my C.S. Lewis book for a few days and found it again today. I'm sleeping in my room again, and I found it in Brandon's room... all is back to normal for now. I'm pretty close to finished the book, so I look forward to reading that tonight, in bed :) Perhaps that will put some deeper thoughts in my mind.

I'm still in the process of moving my room around. I moved my desk and all I have to move now is a dresser. Then I have to center the other dresser & center a mirror over it. It seems that I don't much feel in the mood for rearranging and organizing during the day, so most of the work gets done at night, when I can't sleep. I do it until my back hurts really bad & it feels wonderful to crawl into bed :)

Aren't constant friends wonderful?

Andrea & I walked to meet each other after she got off of work today. She had a little bouquet of dandelions for me :) hehe We talked a lot. She's twitterpated. She talked about him and everything SO much, that I started to really wish I had a guy. Soon. 6 weeks. We jumped on the trampoline. That's the first time I've been on it this summer. I just didn't bother to get out there this year (which is strange b/c I'm usually quite enthusiastic about getting back on it as soon as it's up to practise flips, etc. :) We went to DQ and I got a blizzard. Cheesecake/peanut butter cup. Ugh. The sweetness! I try to act normal (if not glutonous... or what seems that way to me) around Andrea b/c she has issues with food & weight and has told me that I am her "thinspiration"! I really don't want to encourage her to hurt herself.

Tomorrow, Punam & I are going out for breakfast together. I'll pick her up at 9:30am. Why is it that I have so many friends without licenses? At 20/21 years of age, should we really still be license-less? Andrea and Punam are. Oh well. I don't mind driving a whole lot.

I miss Larbi. I hope he visits soon. It's sad that he isn't living here for the summer. I wonder how he's doing.

I'm seriously lacking guy-company lately. I tend to enjoy spending time with guy friends much more than girls and yet here I am, surrounded by girls and without a guy friend in sight! I guess that's what happens when all your good guy friends are in foreign countries, serving missions.

I've got a friend in each of the following places, serving missions right now (or else they just returned within the past few months):

-France (both Jons I know- coincidentally, & Jer)

-Guatemala (Ted)

-Mexico (Ken & Dave)

-Washington D.C. (Mark)

-Phillippines (Jesse)

-Austrailia (Will)

-Singapore (Neal)

-Haiti (Paul- in July)

-Italy (Jason & Carl)

-Russia (Becky)

-Kiev (Steve)

-Norway (Josh)

Craziness. It's really neat to be at an LDS school though, b/c nearly every guy who's an "RM" (returned missionary) can speak another language.

My dad told me today that he didn't think it fair to hire me just so I could work until I found another job. Especially since they don't especially need me right now. That's an interesting new development (which I am not very disappointed with).

The only thing that bothers me is that if I get the job that I want, I can't go to Nauvoo... on the other hand, Nauvoo was a little stressful last year, making the trip w/ my dad. On the other hand, I love everything else about Nauvoo! (Except for the heat & humidity ;) Well, we'll see what happens.

I'm getting excited for Ken to come home.

I hope to have deeper thoughts for you in my next entry. I apologize for any boredom that may have resulted from reading this entry!

Don't you just want to go there?..

what went before - what came after

Last 5 entries:

Pregnant! - 01-23-06
*happy unintentional weightloss* - 02-08-05
anyone still there? - 08-17-04
- - 05-11-04
and as for lunch... - 05-03-04